I HAVEN’T HAD A FULL-TIME JOB IN OVER EIGHT YEARS. I’VE DRIFTED FROM MY INTERESTS THANKS TO INTERNALIZED SHAME. I SURROUNDED MYSELF WITH PEOPLE I HAVE LESS AND LESS IN COMMON WITH. COVID HAS RUINED MY PLANS TO MAKE NEW (irl) FRIENDS.
I WORRY THAT EVERYONE CAN TELL I COME FROM A GARBAGE FAMILY THAT RAISED ME TO HATE MYSELF.
I SPEND MORE TIME THINKING ABOUT VIDEO GAMES AND GETTING MY “SETUP” IN ORDER THAN ACTUALLY PLAYING VIDEO GAMES.
PROBABLY OTHER STUFF.