I rolled credits on :The Longing: today.
First off, what a game. I am mesmerized by how well this beautiufful little thing brings out the raw emotional states of loneliness, boredom, gallows humor, frustration, fatalism, rebellion and of course, longing.
In my many decades of gaming, I have never felt the urge to roleplay. But I did in this game. What does my shade feel? What does he want? I made decisions I think we would make. It was astonishing. Role-playing games don’t make me feel this way, but :The Longing: does.
Here’s how my playthrough ended:
My shade was upset. Over time he grew disillusioned with the mission given him by the king. He grew dispirited. He knew there must be more. He read dozens of books about the outside world and longed more than anything to see the light. He often climbed to the highest point he could find, just below the surface, near a well, with the only passage leading out impassable and filled with stones.
Once, he sat for 2 days on the precipice of a large cliff. He considered jumping.
He read more books, decorated his home with paintings he made and crystals he found. He built a bed. He discovered running water and mushrooms. None of this was enough.
He went back to the cliff. He slept there for a week, considering his options, then turned away.
He went back to his high point. He made a resolution that if anyone came to the well, he would take a chance on them. Anything was better than this.
A bucket was lowered into the well. He climbed in. An old man pulled him out.
And so I got the “good” ending. I hated it. Tonally, it is the worst of the 4 main endings and completely clashes with the rest of the game thematically. It seems almost like a concession from the devs that players would demand a happy ending. I wish the troll boy had pulled the shade up. To me, that’s the true ending.
Anyway, I can’t recommend this game enough. Steam says I played for 13.4 hours, but that was over a couple months.
Pretty much any screenshot of this game is spoilery due to its nature, so please expand to see my screenshots.
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