i was able to get some reading in during the forum’s downtime.
i finished volume 2 of william vollmann’s carbon ideologies: no good alternative
to say it was a harrowing read would be an understatement. at the risk of retreading my earlier posts in this thread, i’ll say this book builds on the work vollmann put down in volume 1, which is to say it puts tactile sense to the facts and figures behind the warming of our planet. vollmann traveled to coal towns in west virginia and india, fracking towns in colorado, oil towns in the UAE (if you can even call them towns), and revisits the fukushima red zones he first introduced in volume 1. his goal in doing so is to show us the immediate mutilation we’re doing to our planet and the immediate murder we’re doing to our people. something most of us likely don’t think of often are the west virginians who can’t drink their tap water and have blood coming out the wrong orifices because of coal’s flotsam. we likely think even less of the beautiful mountain tops we’ve blown away in order to extract more of it. we likely have never thought about the hundreds of indian and filipino men making $300 USD per month and losing their digits working the oil fields in the outskirts of abu dhabi. where vollmann separates his book from, say, a frontline documentary on the subject is he is constantly asking for what? why are we killing the planet–for the convenience of a hot meal, for the luxury of a warm shower, for the power to post on this wonderful forum whenever i want? the answer is yes.
as i’ve mentioned, he couches these questions in an epistolary frame. the book is written to someone in the distant future who lives in a world where bangladesh is under water. he wants them to understand how we lived, how good it was, and why we couldn’t do anything about it. he absolutely succeeds in that regard. the book was not perfect, but it will be one i think about for a long time, especially when i consider my own consumption (fun fact: he quotes a study that says even someone living a “buddhist monk” lifestyle or even a homeless person in america uses more energy on average than someone from a third-world/developing country (usa baby)).
after that i read nietzsche and philosophy by deleuze (i am never beating the allegations).
it was great. i’ve heard this book was a great introduction to deleuze, which may be true, but i found it to be a wonderful examination of nietzsche. as with most complicated texts i read, it was 80% muddled confusion but 20% stark and frightening clarity, and it was those moments that kept me going. nietzsche is an interesting figure in that he’s mostly known to the world through epic and misunderstood quotes, however when taken seriously he may be the most fruitful intellectual well to draw from. each time i return to him, i find myself gaining a deeper understanding and a more profound grasp of his concepts, though i would not claim to fully understand his concepts as he defines them.
to better explain myself, i’ll note that i don’t often agree with nietzsche, but i’m not sure that’s important. rather, i find it invigorating to examine one of his aphorisms like “the strong must always be defended against the weak” or his explorations of affirmation and negation and ask myself how i feel, how i define terms like “weak” or “strong,” or if ressentiment is such a bad thing. he is provocative to be sure, but undoubtedly one of the most powerful thinkers i’ve ever encountered.
as for what’s next–unfortunately my wife informed me it would not be wise to buy any new books before leaving on a trip, so i’m electing instead to take something from my library. i’ll only be bringing around 3-4, but sitting next to me i have:
if anyone wants to nudge me in one direction or the other on the above, i am primed to be receptive.
edit: looks like the new forum will put a little number next to the links when someone clicks on them…